[ 25022007 1.46pm fear.factor ]

my mum's eyesight is great, however it fails her when she looks at things which are too close. yes, she's longsighted. so, one night she was having dinner in front of the television when she noticed a grain of rice on her shirt. absent-mindedly, she picked it up and gave it a munch, quickly taking it out upon discovering it was CRUNCHY.
upon investigation, it turned out to be a beetle.
RIP.(the beetle i mean.)
i asked her if it wriggled, and she was like... no? i crunched it then i think it died lor..
=.= when what i meant was did it wriggle when she picked it up. i mean, theres no such thing as a wriggling grain of rice, so i guess it didnt wriggle then, either, or she'd have sensed something was amiss.
my dad was like, o, training for fear factor ah?
eek.

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why why why... why cant i be that type of girl... who enjoys walking around all day, her face pasted with make up...

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when the people around you are so accomplished and simply out of your league...
just after i typed this, someone on msn signed in with this nick :
"IM A BIG LOSER"
ouch.

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okie. back to draft match. or rather, finding a draftmatch. -spar ftw. even though i noob through them.