[ 06062007 2.23pm when it matters. ]

have you ever felt that there was something you wanted changed, very badly? and sometimes that something doesnt have to be about yourself. actually, when you want something about others changed, its more difficult than changing yourself.
next question, how do you go about making the changes? do you rush into it head on and plough through with the sensitivity of a sledgehammer, or would you choose the quieter, subtle way.

there's many things that i feel very strongly about. and if my mind's set on something, its likely i'm ready to die for it, ok, or at least face severe persecution for it. i try not to come on too strongly about most things. i cant take jokes well.
maybe i'm just too serious about everything.

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having some weird twighlight zone feeling that i've had a conversation about something that i should know, but i just cant figure if its a dream or reality, and i cant remember what it's about. i almost got it, then was interrupted by someone.
its like trying to catch a butterfly in a fog.

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interpersonal relationships are so... interesting.
i'm starting to become fascinated with examining why certain people say something, the context of it, the underlying currents, insinuations.