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i'd say i'm mildly depressed.
whatwith juggling a full and overtime work day, meeting him for dinner, and then trying to squeeze a game of dota in when i reach home, something has to give.
and what gives is my sleep, and time spent with parents.

met up with my sis and went to wasabi tei this week. not bad, i treated her to dinner, and she bought me a dress which cost about twice as much as the dinner.

i'm currently in a swirl of weird confused emotions. feelings that i should be happy and relieved and free, yet being held back by something... that i can only describe as ominous.
repercussions.
consequences.
why do i do the exact thing that i hate other people to do to me?

how much am i willing to sacrifice for this?