[ 14072008 6.24pm | 我发誓. ]

so, who do you look for, when there is something burning that you need to say... when there are thoughts you have to share, when there are ideas you have to discuss.
who.
do you look for someone who isnt directly involved to tell your story to, and bare all (save the names of the people involved)
do you have a specific someone, whom you always share things with.
your family? best friend? significant other?
do you just not say anything.
do you look for a girl? a guy?
why the choice?

i stay silent.

at least until i've finished sorting everything out.
which means i do look for someone to talk to, eventually. does it?
*clarification : by someone i mean someone who IS NOT INVOLVED IN THE SITUATION.

at this moment in my life, there is no particular person whom i am close to that i can share every fleeting thought with.
it might be because i dont trust them, or because of time and distance. or circumstance.
but i dont feel particularly lonely.
just, alone. which isnt necessarily a bad thing.


*packs up her thoughts and keeps them inside her mental drawers.

***

Song of the moment.

我爱着谁
爱到我有点醉
告诉我你是谁
能够把我让我变不对
你不会累
但我却爱你爱得好累
从没有为了谁
不顾安危付出一切
站在这平衡点
我还是觉得有点危险
或许是看不见
只能够靠感觉


gogo shan... ktv + baileys ! nothing like songs and alcohol to wash out your brain. temporarily at least.