Sunday, September 07, 2008

[ 07092008 4.24am | arghhhhhh ]

how come i'm up at this time when my parents are around.
how come they havent woken up and started yelling at me yet.
maybe cos they're just back from the 6-8 hr drive from Msia and they're dead tired.

anyway. its good to still feel free and easy.
***

everything is quiet on the front, currently. everything in every aspect of my life.
which doesnt mean that a sudden eruption won't appear, as it inevitably does.
but at least i'm feeling more... stable... and at peace.
of course there are still the upsides and downsides and the random WTF!%^%$& moments... once again, in every aspect of my life.
***

what stops you from pursuing your dreams, your wish list... something that might be your raison detre...
what.
if you think about it, you will realise that what makes things so difficult, is yourself, and how you think.
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i'm incapable of meeting halfway. its either there, or not there.
let go.
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you!!! are a FREAK!!! HELP!!!
ok maybe not really a freak...
but you freak me out!!!!!!
maybe i just need to get used to this.
LOL.

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