the past week or two has gone by in a whirlwind.
4 days remain.
sometimes i measure the effort and hard work, and i wonder if it is worth it.
and the disagreements.
i'm really really tired.
i need more sleep.
but.
SLEEP IS A PRIVILLEGE.
and anyway... i'm programmed to not be able to sleep more than 5 hrs in a stretch.
irritating.
i wonder if my aims are too lofty, or if my expectations are too high. (obviously, i don't think so. i'm just second guessing)
however. this is keeping me going. giving up has never been further from my mind.
maybe... somewhere there, i see a REASON not to.
then again, we're all as changeable as the weather.
maybe it'll rain fish tomorrow.
1 comment:
The best bridge between despair and hope is a good night's sleep.
If you can't sleep, then get up and do something instead of lying there worrying. It's the worry that gets you, not the lack of sleep.
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